Wow! Night is getting cooler already. And I guess it will be two months more to go and it will be autumn and then winter time. That will be the most chilling time again. Wish it will just be wet and dry seasons in here. Oh well, I’ll just have to live with it since my destiny is here with my family.
I am so busy today that I don’t even have time for myself. I am taking care of my baby the whole morning and during noon time I decided to take a walk so that I can buy powdered laundry soap. So I put him on his stroller again and prepare for his drinks for its very hot outside. And when everything is prepared, I closed the house and we were walking to the store. When we got there, we look so stressed I guess and then the salesman just gets near so that he can write the number of the pale for it’s so heavy. After I finished paying it, the salesman said that he would help me bring the big pale of the laundry soap to my car. And I said that I don’t have a car. I’ll just have to carry it in going home walking 10-15 minutes or even more. The salesman shake his head for he knows how heavy the pale is and maybe he is looking that I’m small built and questioning if I can carry it while pushing the stroller of my baby. Well, he doesn’t know that I can carry 50 kilos of rice at once. Gee! Anyway, so we were walking down the road but nobody tried to offer a ride. Well, in here, nobody will offer it since it’s not advisable for the car owner and it’s not advisable for the one that’s walking on the road who will hitch a ride. In other words hitching rides is not advisable here. So, people were just looking at me having a hard time carrying the one big pale of the laundry soap while pushing the stroller of my baby. And it’s so hot. We reached home after more than 30 minutes or even that’s almost one hour (back and forth). Anyway, since it’s very hot, even if my baby is just riding on his stroller, he is drinking and drinking the juice I prepared for him. Like that’s one sippy-cup I filled in with two bottles of baby juice and he drink all of it. After that, I gave him another one bottle of baby juice and he drinks all of it again. Gee! I feel relaxed after almost 2 hours. But before that, seem I wanted to faint since it’s been years already that I’m not walking in a warm-hot day carrying heavy things. Well, this is the consequence of not knowing how to drive. How I wish I learned about driving a car while I was still pregnant so that by now, there’s nothing to worry for I can go wherever I need to go. It’s just too bad that until now, I still don’t know how to drive. And I don’t know when I will learn everything about driving a car. Sigh!